Why the fuck does everyone I know have to die!!!
I fuckin hate it!!! Im tired of this always happening to me!!!!
Its bad enough that i dont really have any friends at all!!
But the friends I do have always leave me or die!!!!
I hate crying my eyes out...Every time Im somewhat happy(that doesn't happen alot) something always has to come and ruin it!!!!!!
Why cant I have friends?????
TELL ME!!!
WHY CANT I HAVE FRIENDS THAT DON'T LEAVE OR DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ALONE!!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO!!!
WHY DOES EVERYONE I LOVE HAVE TO BE TAKEN FROM ME!!!!!!!!
I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS LIFE!!!!
I LOSE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
...
I couldn't even help her...
I hate this...
Why does everything have to keep getting worse???
Am I not supposed to have friends???
Am I not supposed to care for people???
Maybe I should stop getting close to people??
If this was two years ago I would have killed myself...
Maybe people should stop being my friend...
Alot of people are better off not knowing who i am...