Im Scared...

Hi everyone.
Im in a hospital and using their internet(i gets my own room yay) and you guys feel like an internet family(hell better then my own family) well the reason im in the hospital is because i have the flu very badly and i might die, and my own family isnt even here to be with me, there at some stupid party. Why do parents always say they care even though they never mean it?? I really dont have any friends either or i would get them to come down. right now I wish i was in Australia because the love of my life is there and she would be by myside.

I hate being sick or even comming to the hospital, it really scares me.
and I hate seeing all the old people or babies that are dieing.
Im just really really scared right now because i dont want to die.
i hope someone from my family comes to be with me.

Well anyways thanks for everything you guys...

omg this made me cry, i really really REALLY hope you get better

dude
omfg
you cant be serious

Were all here for you and u gotta get better!

I would send you a card, but I don't know where you are.

I'm sorry bro.

Bloody hell guv, hope you get better, seriously.

Get better soon dude

So they have been running lots of tests on me and giving me shots(i hate them) and i've made a couple of friends while i've been here, and also i've been using their internet to find out info on Australian immagration(for me and family)
and was wondering could you guys help me with some info on it???
any that you could find.
thank you

and also thank you for all the get well comments
they make me happy.

Awh
Fuck - i'll visit you! =D

i'll be your friend.
damn, i wish i was wherever you are
i'd practically live at the hospital with you
hahahahaha
they couldn't make me leave
ha that sucks so extremely bad

whoa that really scary, whats with your family?? (you dont have to say if its really personal or awkward)

getting from america to australia should be easy-ish because they're on good terms and theres no terrorists etc

where abouts in australia are you gonna go to?

http://www.immi.gov.au/immigration.htm is the official website for getting to australia

good luck, hope you get better

Im better(I can go home) but im still kinda sick
But ill just keep getting better

m+ms: My family really sucks. Im very neglected(sorry if spelt wrong) at home and my older brother and his baby always come before me, my parents always blame their fights on me and make me feel bad, and when i was younger i use to get beat and they never help me in anyway, i feel like a orphan in my own house and it sucks.

Theirs also alot of reasons why I dont wanna be here in Cali/US anymore.

and I wanna be in Melbourne.

I wish it was lucky to go there because I would love it there.


thanks everyone for making me feel better ^_^

That's gotta suck /:

I'm glad you feel better man.

Come to missouri
we need more people who know music

ohh jeez thats bad

just try and stay positive i guess

Im glad your doing better!!

Yea me too
It's nice to have you back =)

Damn, I'm not on for a few days and you all start dying, guess I won't do that again. I'm really glad you're feeling better, being sick is LAME! Especially when you're really sick and can't do shit, that is the worst! Keep on truckin' I guess.

Shall mniss you =]